{"id":225,"date":"2010-06-22T15:07:18","date_gmt":"2010-06-22T15:07:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.erbugkaya.com\/?p=225"},"modified":"2014-01-16T23:59:29","modified_gmt":"2014-01-16T23:59:29","slug":"ayi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/?p=225","title":{"rendered":"Ay\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"

(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n orjinali 24 A\u011fustos 2007\u2019de Sinir Stres\u2019de yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.)<\/em><\/p>\n

hava s\u0131cak. serinlemek i\u00e7in kendini dereye at\u0131yor. ama insanlar onu g\u00f6r\u00fcyor. sopayla vurmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yorlar. k\u0131y\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kabilse kendini koruyacak ama sopal\u0131 insanlar izin vermiyor. kurtulmak i\u00e7in derenin ortas\u0131na y\u00fcz\u00fcyor. bu sefer ta\u015f at\u0131yorlar. kendini ak\u0131nt\u0131ya b\u0131rak\u0131p onlardan uzakla\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. takip ediyorlar. yine ta\u015flar, yine sopalar. \u00fcstelik yorgun art\u0131k. ve ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz kaderine raz\u0131 oluyor. ta\u015fl\u0131 sopal\u0131 insanlar taraf\u0131ndan d\u00f6v\u00fclerek \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcyor. bilmiyor ama bu ayn\u0131 zamanda videoya \u00e7ekiliyor.<\/p>\n

insan<\/p>\n


\nstarcraft oynayanlar bilir. oyunda zerg diye bir \u0131rk vard\u0131r. ancak kendi \u00f6z maddelerinin bulundu\u011fu yere kadar geni\u015fleyebilirler. a\u011fa\u00e7, ot dinlemeden her yeri i\u011fren\u00e7 bir madde ile istila ederler.<\/p>\n

insan<\/p>\n

yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131 tart\u0131\u015facak de\u011filim. her nas\u0131l yarat\u0131ld\u0131ysak, devam eden ve g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcze gelen s\u00fcre\u00e7ten bahsedece\u011fim. insan denilen d\u00fcnya \u0131rk\u0131, di\u011fer t\u00fcm \u0131rklara g\u00f6re do\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda zay\u0131ft\u0131r. ne h\u0131zl\u0131 ko\u015fabilir, ne u\u00e7abilir, ne y\u00fczebilir insan. ne pen\u00e7esi var, ne keskin di\u015fleri, ne zehri insan\u0131n. do\u011fal seleksiyon sonucu d\u00fcnyadan yok olmaya mahkumken insan, inan\u0131lmaz bir silah geli\u015ftiriyor. volkan patlad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yanan, aslan sald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda par\u00e7alanan insan kendini korumak i\u00e7in zekas\u0131n\u0131 kullanmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011freniyor. paranoyayla geli\u015fen zeka bir tuhaf oluyor. do\u011fadan korkan insan, i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e ondan nefret ediyor ondan. hem de ona ihtiyac\u0131 varken. ve starcrafttaki zerg gibi \u00e7o\u011falarak d\u00fcnyay\u0131 istila ediyor. her \u015feyi yok edip kendini g\u00fcvende hissetti\u011fi betonu dikiyor yerine.<\/p>\n

hi\u00e7 bir \u00f6zelli\u011fi olmamas\u0131na ra\u011fmen besin zincirinin tepesinde duran bu \u0131rk\u0131n bir k\u0131sm\u0131, ge\u00e7te olsa geli\u015fiyor ve paranoyak zekadan s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131p do\u011fan\u0131n \u00f6nemini anl\u0131yor ama art\u0131k \u00e7ok ge\u00e7. \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc zekas\u0131 hastal\u0131kl\u0131 olan vurdum duymazlar topluluklar halindeler ve kalabal\u0131klar. d\u00fcnyay\u0131 felakete s\u00fcr\u00fcklediler s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fcyorlar. hi\u00e7 can\u0131 ac\u0131m\u0131yor. insan\u0131n terbiyesizli\u011fi y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u0131s\u0131nm\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyada serinlemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan ay\u0131 karde\u015fi i\u015fkence ederek \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcyor. bir de utanmadan bunu kameraya \u00e7ekiyor. nas\u0131l yendi\u011fini kan\u0131tlayacak ya AYI.<\/p>\n

dert etmeyin ay\u0131 karde\u015fler, bu d\u00fcnya yak\u0131nda bu pisli\u011fi, insan\u0131 t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fcr, atar. siz de g\u00fczel, ye\u015fil d\u00fcnyan\u0131zda rahat rahat ya\u015farsan\u0131z. (tabi kendisinin yok olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlayan insan delirip, giderken her \u015feyi yok etmeye kalkmazsa.)<\/p>\n

bu olanlar i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcm, can\u0131m arkada\u015f\u0131m, ay\u0131 dostu \u00d6nder. \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcnd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n orjinali 24 A\u011fustos 2007\u2019de Sinir Stres\u2019de yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.) hava s\u0131cak. serinlemek i\u00e7in kendini dereye at\u0131yor. ama insanlar onu g\u00f6r\u00fcyor. sopayla vurmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yorlar. k\u0131y\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kabilse kendini koruyacak ama sopal\u0131 insanlar izin vermiyor. kurtulmak i\u00e7in derenin ortas\u0131na y\u00fcz\u00fcyor. bu sefer ta\u015f at\u0131yorlar. kendini ak\u0131nt\u0131ya b\u0131rak\u0131p onlardan uzakla\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. takip ediyorlar. yine ta\u015flar, yine sopalar. \u00fcstelik yorgun […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[14],"class_list":["post-225","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-iyi-olanlar","tag-sinir-stres"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/225","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=225"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/225\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":226,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/225\/revisions\/226"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=225"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=225"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=225"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}