Koridoru sadece mum \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yordu. Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n bir h\u0131rs\u0131z gibi her hareketine dikkat ederek odan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 aralad\u0131. Ger\u00e7i bir vazoyu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcp k\u0131rsa bile ya\u015fl\u0131 cad\u0131 asla uyanmazd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc vazonun \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc vah\u015fi bir hayvan\u0131 hat\u0131rlatan horlamay\u0131 bast\u0131ramazd\u0131. \u0130rna evindeki her noktay\u0131 ad\u0131 gibi bildi\u011fi i\u00e7in ah\u015fap d\u00f6\u015femede ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 belli yerlere atarak yata\u011fa yakla\u015ft\u0131. Ne olur ne olmaz diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp \u00fcst \u00fcste iki \u00e7orap giymi\u015fti. Bunun ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 yumu\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. En \u00e7ok odan\u0131n ortas\u0131nda, leylek gibi bir ad\u0131m\u0131 orada bir ad\u0131m\u0131 buradayken cad\u0131ya yakalanmaktan korkuyordu. Odada ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 asla a\u00e7\u0131klayamazd\u0131. Yata\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131nda durup hareketli bir yanarda\u011f gibi nefes al\u0131p veren kad\u0131n\u0131n kat kat buru\u015fuk y\u00fcz\u00fcne do\u011fru e\u011fildi. \u0130\u015fte bu durumda yakalanmas\u0131 o kadar da k\u00f6t\u00fc olmazd\u0131. \u201cNefes al\u0131yor musun, diye bak\u0131yorum anne,\u201d deyiverirdi. Cebine t\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0131s\u0131rgan otlar\u0131ndan biraz\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131n boynuna s\u00fcrmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130\u015fini bitirince otlar\u0131 cebine koyup geldi\u011fi gibi, a\u011f\u0131r ve dikkatli ad\u0131mlarla oday\u0131 terk etti. Kap\u0131y\u0131, a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 andaki kadar aral\u0131k b\u0131rakmal\u0131yd\u0131. Cad\u0131n\u0131n bir g\u00f6z\u00fc topra\u011fa bak\u0131yordu ama o yine de bir kurt kadar zekiydi.<\/p>\n
Koridora \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca rahat bir nefes ald\u0131. Beklerken bula\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 y\u0131kamaya karar verdi. Kay\u0131nvalidesi \u00f6\u011flen uykusundan uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda onu i\u015f yaparken g\u00f6r\u00fcrse daha az \u015farl\u0131yordu. Kovadan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 suyu le\u011fene dolduran \u0130rna d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere dald\u0131. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fteki \u00f6zg\u00fcr g\u00fcnlerinin ate\u015fiyle yan\u0131yordu ve bu \u00f6zlem her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn art\u0131yordu. En \u00e7ok g\u00fcne\u015fi \u00f6zl\u00fcyordu. Mutfa\u011f\u0131n penceresinde bile kara kuma\u015ftan, kal\u0131n bir perde vard\u0131. O perdeyi biraz aralay\u0131p g\u00fcne\u015fi eve davet etse ve d\u0131\u015far\u0131da dola\u015fan Mahadir fanatiklerinden biri bunu g\u00f6rse, eve adam alm\u0131\u015f da zina yapm\u0131\u015f gibi cezaland\u0131r\u0131lacakt\u0131. G\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yla zina yapma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi elindeki taba\u011f\u0131 ovalayan \u0130rna\u2019y\u0131 k\u0131k\u0131rdatt\u0131. O, ne \u00f6l\u00fcmden ne de alaca\u011f\u0131 cezalardan korkuyordu. Babas\u0131ndan ona miras kalan onurunu korumak her \u015feyden daha \u00f6nemliydi. Kocas\u0131yla tart\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131 bir ak\u015fam, Tanr\u0131 Gesuh\u2019a lanetler ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131nca kocas\u0131 olacak mendebur onu d\u00f6vmekle tehdit etmi\u015fti. \u0130rna da bir zamanlar a\u015fk\u0131na inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 adama diklenerek ona kim oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Evlenmeden \u00f6nce o, babas\u0131ndan kalan tarlay\u0131 tek ba\u015f\u0131na ekip bi\u00e7en, istedi\u011fi zaman ovalarda at\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6rtnala g\u00fcne\u015fe do\u011fru ko\u015fturan, geceleri ormanda a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n alt\u0131na yat\u0131p y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 seyreden, onu rahats\u0131z eden erkeklerle kavgaya tutu\u015fmaktan \u00e7ekinmeyen bir k\u0131zd\u0131. En yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131 Mishle ona bir zamanlar, \u201cSen f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 havada, kabarm\u0131\u015f dalgalar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde yol alan bir yelkenlisin,\u201d demi\u015fti. \u201cNe y\u00f6ne s\u00fcr\u00fcklenece\u011fin, akl\u0131nda dola\u015fan kelimelere de\u011fil, ruhuna ba\u011fl\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn, seni kabul edecek bir r\u0131ht\u0131ma ba\u011flanacaks\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n
Kocas\u0131 Nidra bir zamanlar onu kabul eden r\u0131ht\u0131md\u0131. O, ye\u015fil g\u00f6zlerine ve iri g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerine bak\u0131p di\u011fer erkekler gibi tuhaf hareketler yapmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130rna, tarlan\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki a\u011fac\u0131n arkas\u0131nda onu yakalad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, koca adam bir \u00e7ocuk gibi k\u0131zar\u0131p sadece yere bakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130rna ellerini beline koyup, \u201cBeni neden izliyordun?\u201d diye sormu\u015ftu. Nidra neredeyse kekeleyerek, \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc seni seviyorum,\u201d demi\u015fti. Zaman i\u00e7inde \u0130rna ona deliler gibi a\u015f\u0131k olmu\u015ftu. \u0130\u00e7inde saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131, ruhuna hapsetti\u011fi ne varsa ona sunmu\u015ftu. Ama bir zamanlar a\u015fk\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda titreyen adam art\u0131k kaybolup gitmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Evlenmelerinin \u00fcst\u00fcnden bir y\u0131l ge\u00e7mi\u015fti ki Mahadir ismindeki Gesuh rahibi y\u0131k\u0131lan Enaxi Krall\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n g\u00fcney do\u011fusunda kendi Krall\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kurmu\u015ftu. \u0130rna kocas\u0131, evi, tarlas\u0131 ve \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle \u00e7evrelenmi\u015f hayat\u0131ndan memnundu. Art\u0131k yaln\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131na da de\u011fildi. Kocas\u0131yla birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 tarlan\u0131n ortas\u0131ndaki \u00e7\u0131nar a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesine oturdu\u011funda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yaslayaca\u011f\u0131 bir omuz vard\u0131 art\u0131k. Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n etraf\u0131ndaki de\u011fi\u015fimi ilk ba\u015fta \u00f6nemsememi\u015fti. Ha Enaxi ha Mahadir Krall\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026 Onun tanr\u0131larla, krallarla i\u015fi yoktu. Ama yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n Y\u00fcce Mahadir dedi\u011fi rahip Tanr\u0131 Gesuh\u2019un yeni \u00f6\u011fretisiyle alevli bir sa\u011fanak olmu\u015f, insanlar\u0131n \u00fczerine ya\u011fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ona g\u00f6re insana keyif veren her \u015fey g\u00fcnaht\u0131. \u00d6nce renkler gitmi\u015fti. \u015eehir gri, siyah bir mezara d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u00c7i\u00e7ekler bile yerlerinden s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ard\u0131ndan en b\u00fcy\u00fck darbe gelmi\u015fti. Kad\u0131nlar insana keyif veren g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyd\u00fc. Kad\u0131nlar yanlar\u0131nda erkekleri olmadan evlerinden \u00e7\u0131kmamal\u0131, \u00e7ocuk do\u011furmal\u0131 ve kocalar\u0131na bakmal\u0131lard\u0131. Hatta asmak zorunda b\u0131rak\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131 kara perdeleri a\u00e7malar\u0131 bile yasakt\u0131. Herkes siyah giyinmeliydi. Erkekler sakal b\u0131rakmal\u0131, kad\u0131nlar kara \u00e7ar\u015faflara sar\u0131n\u0131p y\u00fczlerini gizlemeliydiler. \u0130rna ba\u015flarda insanlar\u0131n bu d\u00fczeni kabul etmeyip ayaklanacaklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ama Mahadir fanatikleri, Tanr\u0131 Gesuh\u2019un \u00f6\u011fretisini zorla uygulatmaya ba\u015flat\u0131nca herkes yeni hayat\u0131na al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bunun \u00fczerine kocas\u0131na Dalendi\u2019den ka\u00e7may\u0131 teklif etmi\u015fti. Nidra annesini b\u0131rakamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyip \u0130rna\u2019ya kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00dcst\u00fcne \u00fcstl\u00fck annesini onlarla birlikte ya\u015famaya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u201cNas\u0131lsa art\u0131k evden \u00e7\u0131kamayacaks\u0131n. Sana arkada\u015f olur. S\u0131k\u0131lmazs\u0131n,\u201d demi\u015fti. Eve t\u0131k\u0131l\u0131p kalman\u0131n \u015fokunu \u00fcst\u00fcnden hen\u00fcz atamam\u0131\u015f olan \u0130rna, Nidra\u2019n\u0131n annesiyle birlikte ya\u015faman\u0131n kabusuyla tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kad\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn odas\u0131nda oturup uyukluyor, uyumad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndaysa gelinine eziyet etmek i\u00e7in s\u00fcrekli odadan ciyakl\u0131yordu; susad\u0131m, ac\u0131kt\u0131m tembel tembel oturma yemek yap, s\u0131rt\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131yor, gel s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 ov\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130rna sevdi\u011fi adam\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131p ruhuna saplanan her m\u0131zra\u011f\u0131 kabul etmi\u015fti, ta ki i\u00e7ine bir \u015f\u00fcphe d\u00fc\u015fene dek. Bir gece yan\u0131nda m\u0131\u015f\u0131l m\u0131\u015f\u0131l uyuyan Nidra\u2019y\u0131 uyand\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, \u201cBu \u015fehirden neden ka\u00e7mad\u0131k?\u201d diye sormu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Aniden uyand\u0131r\u0131lman\u0131n \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnden atan kocas\u0131, \u201cDedim ya, annemi b\u0131rakamam,\u201d diye cevap vermi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
\u201cGer\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6yle Nidra.\u201d<\/p>\n
Nidra bir s\u00fcre d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen vazge\u00e7medin.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNeyden vazge\u00e7medim?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cErkek gibi tarlada \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaktan, ata binmekten, gece yar\u0131lar\u0131na kadar ormanlarda dola\u015fmaktan. Yani, evlenince vazge\u00e7ersin sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ama \u00f6yle olmad\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rna yataktan f\u0131rlay\u0131p aya\u011fa kalkm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u201cSen bunlar\u0131 dert mi ediyordun? Beni neden sevdin?\u201d<\/p>\n
Nidra da s\u00f6ylenerek yatakta dikilmi\u015fti. \u201cErkek gibi giyinsen de erkek gibi davransan da sen \u015fehirdeki en g\u00fczel k\u0131zd\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rna g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u201cBunun benim i\u00e7in bir iltifat oldu\u011funu, hemen \u015fimdi, ah can\u0131m, deyip koynuna geri gelece\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsan yan\u0131l\u0131yorsun.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAsl\u0131nda ben b\u00fct\u00fcn yapt\u0131klar\u0131na dayanabilirdim ama\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDevam et!\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYani, senin biraz\u2026 Nas\u0131l desem\u2026 Senin orospu oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorlard\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKimler?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEtraf\u0131m\u0131zdaki insanlar i\u015fte\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSana b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyen oldu mu Nidra?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHay\u0131r ama\u2026 Ben hep arkam\u0131zdan konu\u015ftuklar\u0131ndan \u015f\u00fcpheleniyordum.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMadem b\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordun, neden gidip a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131, burunlar\u0131n\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tm\u0131yordun? Sizin orospu oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz kad\u0131n benim kar\u0131m ve onu bir tek ben becerdim, beceriyorum, demiyor muydun?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cB\u00f6yle konu\u015fma \u0130rna. Tanr\u0131 Gesuh kad\u0131nlar\u0131n ahlakl\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftir.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTanr\u0131 Gesuh\u2019a da ne kadar tanr\u0131, tanr\u0131\u00e7a varsa hepsine de lanet olsun.\u201d<\/p>\n
Nidra, \u201cTanr\u0131ya hakaret etme kad\u0131n,\u201d deyip yataktan f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f ve \u0130rna\u2019n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durup ona tokat atmak i\u00e7in elini kald\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130rna\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinde \u00f6fkenin alevleri yanarken, \u201cDur Nidra,\u201d demi\u015fti. \u201cBunu sak\u0131n yapma. Senden \u00e7ok daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc erkekleri alt ettim. Erkekli\u011fini, bir kad\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6verek kendine kan\u0131tlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p daha da rezil olma. Bu lanet \u015fehirde, ondan da lanet bu d\u00fczende, sadece beni kontrol alt\u0131na alabilmek i\u00e7in kalmak istedi\u011fini \u015fimdi anl\u0131yorum. O zaman beni az\u0131c\u0131k tan\u0131yorsan, bunu da biliyor olmal\u0131s\u0131n; bu hayat\u0131n b\u00f6yle devam etmesine izin vermeyece\u011fim!\u201d<\/p>\n
O g\u00fcnden sonra \u0130rna evin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck odas\u0131na yerle\u015fmi\u015fti. Ne kocas\u0131n\u0131n ona sokulmas\u0131na izin veriyor ne de geceleri onun koynuna giriyordu. Nidra\u2019yla ancak ak\u015fam yemeklerinde bir araya geliyorlard\u0131. \u0130rna onun yan\u0131nda durmayan, onu oldu\u011fu gibi kabul etmeyen, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc zincir alt\u0131na almak i\u00e7in bir rahibin diretti\u011fi d\u00fczeni kabul eden a\u015fk\u0131n, i\u00e7inde karanl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc seyretmi\u015fti. Geceler boyu, tek bir yata\u011f\u0131n s\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck odada oturmu\u015f, lanet hayat\u0131ndan nas\u0131l kurtulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, g\u00fcne\u015fin alt\u0131nda tekrar nas\u0131l at\u0131n\u0131 ko\u015fturabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f ve s\u00fcrekli ona s\u0131rna\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan Nidra\u2019y\u0131 tehditleriyle kendinden uzak tutmu\u015ftu. \u0130rna \u015fehirden ka\u00e7abilece\u011fi bir plan kurmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken g\u00fcne\u015fe \u00e7\u0131kman\u0131n yolunu bulmu\u015ftu. Odas\u0131ndaki pencerenin alt\u0131na yaslanm\u0131\u015f \u0131s\u0131rgan otlar\u0131 onun nefes almas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flam\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcnde bir bu otlar\u0131n yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011fle uykusuna yatm\u0131\u015f olan kay\u0131nvalidesinin boynuna s\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n uyan\u0131p da boynunun ka\u015f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark edince \u0130rna\u2019y\u0131 da yan\u0131na al\u0131p hekim kad\u0131na gidiyordu. Hasta olan ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kad\u0131na ve onun gelinine hi\u00e7bir fanatik dokunmuyordu.<\/p>\n
Son taba\u011f\u0131 durulayan \u0130rna, \u201cBug\u00fcn farkl\u0131 olacak,\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u201cBelki de bu hayattan kurtulman\u0131n yolunu bug\u00fcn bulaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rna Dalendi\u2019den ka\u00e7abilece\u011fine olan inanc\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlarda \u00e7aresizlikle, sa\u00e7ma sapan oldu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere dal\u0131yordu. \u0130ki hafta \u00f6nce b\u00f6yle bir anda, tanr\u0131lar\u0131n, tanr\u0131\u00e7alar\u0131n kutsad\u0131\u011f\u0131 insanlara bah\u015fetti\u011fi g\u00fc\u00e7lerden onda da olsa neler yapabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken \u00e7ok garip bir olay olmu\u015ftu. Yata\u011f\u0131na oturmu\u015f, ellerine bakarken avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde mavi, beyaz renklerde minik \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n oyna\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u0130lk ba\u015fta bu \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu anlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcndeki y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131mlara benzedi\u011fini fark etti\u011finde, hi\u00e7bir tanr\u0131ya dua etmeden b\u00f6yle bir g\u00fcce kavu\u015fmu\u015f olmas\u0131na inanamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130lk \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnden at\u0131nca denemeler yapm\u0131\u015f ve y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131 kontrol edebildi\u011fini anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ona neler oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleyebilecek tek ki\u015finin, uzun zamand\u0131r g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi Mishle oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n babas\u0131, Mahadir Dalendi\u2019yi ele ge\u00e7irmeden \u00f6nce k\u00fct\u00fcphaneciydi. O da babas\u0131n\u0131n sayesinde tuhaf bilgilere sahip olan de\u011fi\u015fik bir k\u0131zd\u0131. Kocas\u0131ndan onu Mishle\u2019ye g\u00f6t\u00fcrmesini istemi\u015fti. Nidra ona kar\u015f\u0131 kad\u0131nl\u0131k g\u00f6revlerini yerine getirmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in \u0130rna\u2019n\u0131n iste\u011fini reddetmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n, \u201c\u0130rna!\u201d diye ciyaklay\u0131nca gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n elinde mumla karanl\u0131k odaya girdi. Ya\u015fl\u0131 cad\u0131 g\u00fczellik uykusundan uyanm\u0131\u015f boynunu ka\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cNe oldu anne?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBenim yine boynum ka\u015f\u0131n\u0131yor. Hadi giyin hekim kad\u0131na gidiyoruz. Bu ka\u015f\u0131nt\u0131lara bir tek onun s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc merhem iyi geliyor.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rna d\u0131\u015far\u0131 ad\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 atar atmaz her zaman yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki kara kuma\u015f\u0131 aralay\u0131p temiz havay\u0131 keyifle i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekti. \u0130ki ad\u0131m \u00f6n\u00fcndeki tombul, kasvetli bir t\u00fcmse\u011fe benzeyen kay\u0131nvalidesinin arkas\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken etraf\u0131n\u0131 izliyordu. Bir zamanlar sevdi\u011fi bu \u015fehrin yeni g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden, sokaklarda dolanan bal\u0131k ifadeli adamlardan nefret ediyordu. Ama g\u00fcne\u015fi tepesinde hissetti\u011fi her an \u00e7ar\u015faf\u0131n arkas\u0131nda kendi kendine g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu. \u0130kinci soka\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fcklerinde Mahadir fanatiklerinden biri sokakta erkeksiz dola\u015fan iki kad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na geldi. Adam daha tek kelime edemeden kay\u0131nvalidesi, \u201cY\u00fcr\u00fc git densiz. Ben hasta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kad\u0131n\u0131m. Bu da gelinim. Hekim kad\u0131na gidiyoruz,\u201d diyerek fanati\u011fi ba\u015flar\u0131ndan defetti. \u0130rna, biraz \u00f6nce ne oldu\u011funu anlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in bo\u015f bo\u015f arkalar\u0131ndan bakan adam\u0131n Nidra\u2019ya ne kadar benzedi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Hekim kad\u0131n\u0131n evine vard\u0131klar\u0131nda \u0130rna ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131 kolundan tutup durdurdu. \u201cSen hekime git anne. Benim arkada\u015f\u0131m Mishle\u2019ye u\u011framam laz\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNe! Delirdin mi sen? Tek ba\u015f\u0131na seni sokaklarda y\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcrler mi?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cUmurumda de\u011fil anne. Onu g\u00f6rmeliyim. Sen hekimin evinden ben geri gelene kadar ayr\u0131lma.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 belaya sokacaks\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rna, \u201cMishle\u2019nin evi hemen iki sokak \u00f6tede anne. Hemencecik gidip gelirim,\u201d deyip ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131n, arkas\u0131ndan s\u00f6ylenmesini dikkate almadan ko\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n evine varana dek sadece bir adamla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma tehlikesi atlatm\u0131\u015f ondan da bir evin bah\u00e7esine gizlenerek kurtulmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Panikle kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131. Mishle i\u00e7eriden, \u201cKim o?\u201d diye seslendi.<\/p>\n
\u201cBenim Mishle. \u0130rna. \u00c7abuk kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7.\u201d<\/p>\n
Kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u0130rna soluk solu\u011fa kendini i\u00e7eri att\u0131. Mishle kap\u0131y\u0131 kaparken hala, ba\u015fka kimse var m\u0131 diye \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
K\u0131z\u0131l k\u0131v\u0131rc\u0131k sa\u00e7l\u0131, a\u00e7\u0131k kahverengi g\u00f6zl\u00fc Mishle bir mermer kadar beyaz tenli ve bir dal kadar zay\u0131ft\u0131. \u201cBuraya nas\u0131l geldin \u0130rna?\u201d<\/p>\n
Hala nefesini d\u00fczenlemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan \u0130rna, \u201cBu \u00f6nemli de\u011fil Mishle,\u201d dedi. \u201cSana bir \u015fey sormal\u0131y\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBunun i\u00e7in mi ko\u015farak tek ba\u015f\u0131na buraya geldin. Kocana neden seni bize getirmesini s\u00f6ylemedin?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cO herifi de bu hayat\u0131 da art\u0131k istemiyorum Mishle. Aylard\u0131r Dalendi\u2019den ka\u00e7mak i\u00e7in d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp duruyorum. San\u0131r\u0131m sonunda bunu ba\u015farabilece\u011fim. Ama bana yard\u0131m etmelisin.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fcnlerdir odada oturmu\u015f kara kara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken garip bir \u015fey oldu. Ben avu\u00e7lar\u0131mdan y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7\u0131karabiliyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00f6ster.\u201d<\/p>\n
Onu kap\u0131da tek ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131ktan g\u00f6zleri b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f olan Mishle\u2019nin, s\u00f6yledi\u011fini hi\u00e7bir tepki g\u00f6stermeden kabul etmesini anlayamayan \u0130rna, \u201cBen sana avu\u00e7lar\u0131mdan y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yorum diyorum, sen \u00e7ok normal bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemi\u015fim gibi g\u00f6ster mi diyorsun?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n
Mishle g\u00f6zlerini \u0130rna\u2019dan ay\u0131rmadan tekrar, \u201cG\u00f6ster,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
\u0130rna ellerini arkada\u015f\u0131na do\u011fru uzat\u0131rken avu\u00e7lar\u0131nda y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131mlar dans ediyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cBunu yaparken i\u00e7inden bile olsa hi\u00e7bir tanr\u0131ya ya da tanr\u0131\u00e7aya yalvard\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rna y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc nefretle buru\u015fturup, \u201cHepsine lanet olsun,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
\u201cO zaman bu yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fc. Sen de b\u00fcy\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fcn.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cB\u00fcy\u00fc m\u00fc? O ne demek?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cO kadar \u00f6zg\u00fcr ruhun vard\u0131 ki bir g\u00fcn bunun olabilece\u011fini biliyordum. Ba\u011fland\u0131\u011f\u0131n o r\u0131ht\u0131m bile seni uzun s\u00fcre tutamad\u0131. Sen hep \u00f6zg\u00fcr olmal\u0131yd\u0131n.\u201d Mishle, \u0130rna\u2019n\u0131n omuzlar\u0131n\u0131 tuttu. \u201c\u015eimdi beni iyi dinle. Asl\u0131nda her insan\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fc yapma g\u00fcc\u00fc vard\u0131r. Ama tanr\u0131lar b\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00fc\u00e7lerini engellemek i\u00e7in Giddar\u2019da do\u011fan her insan\u0131n ruhunu m\u00fch\u00fcrler. Rahipler, rahibeler tapt\u0131klar\u0131 tanr\u0131lara dua ederek bu m\u00fchr\u00fc bir s\u00fcreli\u011fine a\u00e7arlar ve g\u00fc\u00e7lerini kullan\u0131rlar. Az say\u0131da olsalar da ruhundaki m\u00fchr\u00fc k\u0131r\u0131p hi\u00e7bir tanr\u0131ya dua etmeden i\u00e7indeki g\u00fcc\u00fc kullanan ba\u015fkalar\u0131 da vard\u0131r. Bunlara b\u00fcy\u00fcc\u00fc denir. Ruhun k\u00f6\u015feye s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131l\u0131nca sen de zaten zay\u0131f olan m\u00fchr\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0131rm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Ama art\u0131k bu \u015fehirden ka\u00e7\u0131p kurtulman yeterli de\u011fil. Tanr\u0131lar Giddar\u2019da b\u00fcy\u00fcc\u00fclerin dola\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 istemezler. E\u011fer b\u00fcy\u00fcc\u00fc oldu\u011fun anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131rsa onlar\u0131n suskunlar\u0131 seni an\u0131nda \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcrler.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHi\u00e7bir \u015fey anlamad\u0131m. Sen t\u00fcm bunlar\u0131 nas\u0131l oluyor da biliyorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBunun \u015fu anda hi\u00e7bir \u00f6nemi yok \u0130rna. Hemen evine d\u00f6n ve benden haber bekle. Konuyu ak\u015fam babama a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131m. O ne yap\u0131laca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilir.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rna hekim kad\u0131n\u0131n evine varana kadar sokaklarda hi\u00e7 kimseyle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmay\u0131nca \u015fans\u0131n\u0131n ona yard\u0131m etti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Kay\u0131nvalidesi sinirden k\u00f6p\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f bir halde kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde onu bekliyordu. \u201cSana yemin ediyorum, o\u011flum bu yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyarsa can\u0131na okur.\u201d Ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n eve d\u00f6nene kadar \u0130rna\u2019n\u0131n omuzlar\u0131na vurup s\u00fcrekli s\u00f6ylendi.<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam oldu\u011funda \u0130rna odas\u0131nda oturmu\u015f olanlar\u0131, Mishle\u2019nin ona nas\u0131l haber yollayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Odan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131 h\u0131\u015f\u0131mla a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Nidra i\u00e7eri dal\u0131p kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7arparak kapad\u0131 ve hi\u00e7 yava\u015flamadan \u0130rna\u2019ya sert bir tokat att\u0131. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 darbeyle yata\u011fa devrilen gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n daha do\u011frulmadan kocas\u0131 bu sefer \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7ulland\u0131. Gen\u00e7 adam k\u0131sa bir debelenmeden sonra kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n bileklerini tutup onu s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc yata\u011fa m\u0131hlamay\u0131 ba\u015fard\u0131. T\u00fcm a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeydi. \u201cHi\u00e7 ak\u0131llanmayacaks\u0131n, de\u011fil mi? \u0130nsanlar bug\u00fcn seni tek ba\u015f\u0131na sokaklarda ko\u015ftururken g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fler. Beni kimle aldat\u0131yorsun? Ha kimle?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rna cevap olarak, ge\u00e7mi\u015fte bu kadar yak\u0131nda durdu\u011funda onu heyecanland\u0131ran y\u00fcze nefretle bak\u0131p t\u00fck\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Nidra, \u201cPeki,\u201d deyip \u0130rna\u2019n\u0131n sol elini serbest b\u0131rakt\u0131. Eli birden kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ete\u011finin alt\u0131na gitti. \u201cMadem bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndakini kontrol edemiyorsun, sana \u00f6yle bir ders verece\u011fim ki bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndaki de sen de bir daha benim s\u00f6z\u00fcmden \u00e7\u0131kamayacaks\u0131n\u0131z.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rna serbest kalan elini kocas\u0131n\u0131n aln\u0131na koydu. Nidra kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lay\u0131c\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemenin sebebini ve onun, aln\u0131na neden elini dayad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlayamad\u0131. \u201cNe yap\u0131yorsun?\u201d derken cam k\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131na benzer bir \u00e7at\u0131rt\u0131 duyuldu ve Nidra kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131p kald\u0131.<\/p>\n
Onun m\u0131\u015f\u0131l m\u0131\u015f\u0131l uyur gibi nefes al\u0131p verdi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u0130rna, b\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc kontroll\u00fc kullanmay\u0131 ba\u015far\u0131p Nidra\u2019y\u0131 sadece bay\u0131ltt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131. Kocas\u0131n\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r bedenini \u00fcst\u00fcnden itip yataktan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n ete\u011fini toplayarak do\u011fruldu\u011funda odan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Kay\u0131nvalidesi bir yerde yatan o\u011fluna bir \u0130rna\u2019ya bak\u0131p, \u201cO \u00f6ld\u00fc m\u00fc?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cHay\u0131r, sadece bay\u0131ld\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rna, cad\u0131n\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131p \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131, ortal\u0131\u011f\u0131 aya\u011fa kald\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131 bekliyordu ama ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n devrilmi\u015f bir \u00e7am a\u011fac\u0131 gibi yerde yatan o\u011fluna bakakalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u201cBunu yapmay\u0131 nas\u0131l ba\u015fard\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBu \u00f6nemli de\u011fil. \u00d6n\u00fcmden \u00e7ekil anne. Ben buradan gidiyorum.\u201d \u0130rna ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndan s\u0131yr\u0131ld\u0131 ve onu, erkek \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden kurulmu\u015f kalenin y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 izlerken arkas\u0131nda b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130rna karanl\u0131kta ko\u015farken korkuyla ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f her zincirini par\u00e7alayan \u00f6zg\u00fcr ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Bir adam arkas\u0131ndan, \u201cDur!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131nca \u0130rna hi\u00e7 teredd\u00fct etmeden durdu. Gece bek\u00e7ili\u011fi yapan Mahadir fanati\u011fi yan\u0131na gelip, \u201cGece gece tek ba\u015f\u0131na sokakta ne i\u015fin var kad\u0131n?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n
\u0130rna cevap vermedi.<\/p>\n
Fanatik onu kolundan tutunca di\u011fer elini onun aln\u0131na dayad\u0131 ve bu sefer g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc kontrol etmedi. B\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fc bo\u015f sokaklarda yank\u0131land\u0131. \u0130rna tekrar ko\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7\u0131kan g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcn\u00fcn biraz sonra di\u011fer bek\u00e7ileri de oraya \u00e7ekece\u011fini biliyordu. Bu onun Mishlelerin evine ula\u015fmas\u0131 i\u00e7in iyi bir f\u0131rsat olabilirdi. Arkas\u0131na bak\u0131nca \u00fc\u00e7 ki\u015finin onu kovalad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131 bu sefer uzaktan denemeye karar verdi. Durup arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve kollar\u0131n\u0131 onu kovalayanlara uzatt\u0131. Y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131mlar sokak boyunca \u00e7at\u0131rt\u0131lar \u00e7\u0131karan bir nehir gibi ilerledi ve \u00fc\u00e7 fanati\u011fi de yere serdi. \u0130rna \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn ona arma\u011fan etti\u011fi g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc sevmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Aceleyle kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7an Mishle hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemeden onu i\u00e7eri ald\u0131. Elindeki gaz lambas\u0131n\u0131 kap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki sehpaya b\u0131rakt\u0131. \u201cGecenin bir vakti d\u0131\u015far\u0131da ne i\u015fin var?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBuradan gidiyorum Mishle. Bana s\u00f6yleyeceklerinizi duymaya geldim.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mishle\u2019nin babas\u0131 elinde bir mumla yanlar\u0131na geldi. G\u00f6zlerini k\u0131sarak bakan ya\u015fl\u0131, zay\u0131f bir adamd\u0131. \u201cHo\u015f geldin \u0130rna.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHo\u015f bulduk efendim. Ben sizi \u015fey i\u00e7in rahats\u0131z ettim.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBiliyorum k\u0131z\u0131m, Mishle her \u015feyi anlatt\u0131. Buraya gelene kadar b\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc kulland\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet efendim.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam, \u201cPeki,\u201d deyip bir s\u00fcre d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ve parma\u011f\u0131ndan bir y\u00fcz\u00fck \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p \u0130rna\u2019ya uzatt\u0131. \u201cBu y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fc tak ve asla parma\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131karma.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mishle, \u201cBaba?\u201d diye inledi.<\/p>\n
\u201cArt\u0131k ya\u015fland\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m. Hi\u00e7bir tanr\u0131n\u0131n benimle ilgilenece\u011fini sanm\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rna, \u00fcst\u00fcnde hi\u00e7bir i\u015fleme olamayan, g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fc parma\u011f\u0131na ge\u00e7irdi.<\/p>\n
Mishle\u2019nin babas\u0131, \u201cNe olursa olsun o y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00e7\u0131karma,\u201d dedi. \u201cY\u00fcz\u00fck seni koruyacakt\u0131r. G\u00fcneye, Kaha-ul \u0130mparatorlu\u011fu\u2019na git. Orada rahat edersin. \u0130mparatorlu\u011fa var\u0131nca da Pelifim Denizi\u2019ndeki Barka Adas\u0131\u2019na ula\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f. O adadaki Gallien \u015fehrinde ya\u015fayan Bahur adl\u0131 ki\u015fiyi bul ve y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fc sana benim verdi\u011fimi s\u00f6yle. Bunlar\u0131 hat\u0131rlayabilecek misin?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rna g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek, \u201cHer bir kelimesini,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
\u201cO zaman, hadi git art\u0131k.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7ok te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rna tepenin \u00fcst\u00fcnde durup son kez, arkas\u0131nda b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 Dalendi\u2019ye bakt\u0131. Halatlar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u00fcm r\u0131ht\u0131mlar bu \u015fehirde parampar\u00e7a olup kaybolmu\u015ftu. Y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc do\u011fmak \u00fczere olan g\u00fcne\u015fe d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. \u015eimdi yine \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn r\u00fczgarlar\u0131na yelken a\u00e7ma zaman\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Koridoru sadece mum \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yordu. Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n bir h\u0131rs\u0131z gibi her hareketine dikkat ederek odan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 aralad\u0131. Ger\u00e7i bir vazoyu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcp k\u0131rsa bile ya\u015fl\u0131 cad\u0131 asla uyanmazd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc vazonun \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc vah\u015fi bir hayvan\u0131 hat\u0131rlatan horlamay\u0131 bast\u0131ramazd\u0131. \u0130rna evindeki her noktay\u0131 ad\u0131 gibi bildi\u011fi i\u00e7in ah\u015fap d\u00f6\u015femede ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 belli yerlere atarak yata\u011fa yakla\u015ft\u0131. Ne olur […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[69],"tags":[56,73],"class_list":["post-2589","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-oykuler","tag-fantastik-edebiyat","tag-oyku"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2589","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2589"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2589\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2591,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2589\/revisions\/2591"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2589"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2589"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2589"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}