{"id":2922,"date":"2016-03-15T06:26:03","date_gmt":"2016-03-15T06:26:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/?p=2922"},"modified":"2017-04-01T11:32:56","modified_gmt":"2017-04-01T11:32:56","slug":"biz-guzeliz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/?p=2922","title":{"rendered":"Biz G\u00fczeliz"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\n<p>Biraz sonra anlatacaklar\u0131m bug\u00fcn servisten inip eve gidene kadar g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerim ve ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<p>Servisten indim. Bahariye Caddesi\u2019ne giden yoku\u015fu \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Yoku\u015fla caddenin kesi\u015fti\u011fi k\u00f6\u015fede bir pastane var. \u00d6n\u00fcmden iri, din\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcnen bir adam ve elinden tuttu\u011fu ufac\u0131k o\u011flu ge\u00e7iyor. Ufakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n surat\u0131 as\u0131k. Belli ki pastaneden bir \u015fey istemi\u015f ama babas\u0131 almam\u0131\u015f. Baban\u0131n, \u201c\u0130leride onu sana almad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in bana te\u015fekk\u00fcr edeceksin,\u201d dedi\u011fini duyuyorum. Hava so\u011fuk. Normalde \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen biri de\u011filimdir ama s\u0131cak evime gitmek i\u00e7in sab\u0131rs\u0131zlan\u0131yorum. Yine de bir rutinimden vazge\u00e7ecek de\u011filim. Caddenin kar\u015f\u0131 taraf\u0131na ge\u00e7iyorum ve kendime sigara sar\u0131yorum. Ara s\u0131ra g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm saz \u00e7al\u0131p, t\u00fcrk\u00fc s\u00f6yleyen ya\u015fl\u0131 ozan o so\u011fu\u011fa ra\u011fmen bug\u00fcn de gelmi\u015f. Uzun beyaz sakall\u0131. Beresini her zaman g\u00f6zlerine kadar indirir. Saz\u0131na bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6remezsiniz. Yere ba\u011fda\u015f kurmu\u015f, s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 kilisenin bah\u00e7e duvar\u0131na vermi\u015f t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc okuyor. T\u00fcrk\u00fc nedir, kimindir bilmiyorum ama \u00e7ok g\u00fczel. Sigaram\u0131 yak\u0131p ozan\u0131 dinliyorum. O s\u0131rada siyah \u00e7er\u00e7eveli g\u00f6zl\u00fck takm\u0131\u015f, bereli, s\u0131rt \u00e7antal\u0131 ufak bir \u00e7ocuk g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. En fazla yedi ya\u015f\u0131nda. Hani \u015fu zekas\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcne yans\u0131yan, cin gibi bakan afacanlardan. Annesiyle yar\u0131\u015fmak istiyor. Belli ki anne i\u015ften \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f yorgun. Ko\u015fmak istemiyor. Ufakl\u0131k, \u201cBir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck versem,\u201d diyor. Anne, \u201cO zaman turbo modu,\u201d diye cevapl\u0131yor. \u00c7ocuk annesini yana\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6per \u00f6pmez ikisi de ko\u015farak \u00f6n\u00fcmden uzakla\u015f\u0131yorlar. Ezan okunmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yor. Ozan t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc kesiyor. A\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r penas\u0131n\u0131 saz\u0131n tellerine tak\u0131yor, saz\u0131 yan\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131yor ve sa\u011f elini kalbinin \u00fcst\u00fcne koyup \u00f6ne do\u011fru e\u011filerek ezan\u0131 dinliyor. Ozan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7erken cebimdeki b\u00fct\u00fcn bozuk paralar\u0131 onu rahats\u0131z etmeden yan\u0131ndaki saz k\u0131l\u0131f\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131yorum. Sigara i\u00e7me boyu evime y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum. Soka\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeki eczaneye ila\u00e7 almak i\u00e7in giriyorum. Eczanedekilerle birbirimizi tan\u0131yoruz, ad\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yleyerek iyi ak\u015famlar, diyorlar. \u0130\u00e7eride bizim mahallenin esnaflar\u0131ndan biri daha var. Onunla da selamla\u015f\u0131yoruz. \u0130lac\u0131 al\u0131yorum on bir lira tutuyor. Cebimde yirmi lira var. Eczac\u0131 han\u0131m, \u201cBir liran\u0131z var m\u0131?\u201d diye soruyor. \u201cMaalesef,\u201d diyorum. O s\u0131rada eczanedeki esnaf, \u201cd\u00fcz hesap olsun,\u201d diye eczac\u0131 kad\u0131na bir lira uzat\u0131yor. Aman, l\u00fctfen demelerimi, laf\u0131m\u0131 olur diye kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131yor. \u00c7ok te\u015fekk\u00fcr edip, tokala\u015f\u0131p eczaneden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorum. Eve gidiyorum.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Bizi k\u0131rd\u0131lar, canlar\u0131m\u0131za k\u0131yd\u0131lar, karanl\u0131klar\u0131nda \u00f6fke, nefret bula\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131lar. Yolumuz kaybettirdiler. Nereye d\u00f6nsek biz gibi olmayan biriyle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131r olduk. Yaln\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015f gibi mi hissediyorsun? Korkuyor musun? Korkma. Biz, bu topraklar\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131, ozanlar\u0131, analar\u0131, babalar\u0131, biz biriz. Biz g\u00fczeliz. Daha b\u00fcy\u00fck karanl\u0131klardan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k, bundan da \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131z.<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Biraz sonra anlatacaklar\u0131m bug\u00fcn servisten inip eve gidene kadar g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerim ve ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131md\u0131r. Servisten indim. Bahariye Caddesi\u2019ne giden yoku\u015fu \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Yoku\u015fla caddenin kesi\u015fti\u011fi k\u00f6\u015fede bir pastane var. \u00d6n\u00fcmden iri, din\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcnen bir adam ve elinden tuttu\u011fu ufac\u0131k o\u011flu ge\u00e7iyor. Ufakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n surat\u0131 as\u0131k. Belli ki pastaneden bir \u015fey istemi\u015f ama babas\u0131 almam\u0131\u015f. Baban\u0131n, \u201c\u0130leride onu sana almad\u0131\u011f\u0131m [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3047,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2922","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-serbest-yazi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2922","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2922"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2922\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3048,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2922\/revisions\/3048"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3047"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2922"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2922"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/erbugkaya.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2922"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}